Tonight I had the "bright" idea of watching Marley & Me. Everyone had been saying that the movie was sad but honestly 5 minutes into it I started bawling because I miss Nikita so much. It's only been 3 months to this day that we had to put her down. After now making through the movie, I don't think that I've ever really mourned over losing her. In my mind she's just away on doggy vacation.